The Awakened Dreamer

Long Sleeves I can see you in the corner,  with tear stains on your eyes.  And when I look into their depths  I find that you believe the lies.  I see the shadows beneath your lashes,  Proof of sleepless nights,  I see the way you clench your hands  Weary of endless fights.  I can see the shame,  Wrapped around you like a blanket,  And I see you smile,  And how you hate to fake it.  I see the way you hide your trembling lips  Behind the aromas of coffees brim  And how you close your eyes to breathe it,  but really to hide the pain within.  I see your hands are shaking  “You’ve just had to much caffeine,” But I can see your heart breaking,  And how you’ve grown more lean.  I want to wrap you in my arms  To say, I know your not ok,  But how can I comfort you  If your too afraid to say;  I’m dying inside and all is black,  I want to be happy again.  I’ve got a past t...

Flower Bloom You’re the first thing I think about when I open my eyes  You’re the light, the sun in my dreary blue skies  You give me hope, love, and inspire my dreams  Put me back together when I fall apart at the seams   I live for your touch, your every glimpse and loving gaze  You rose in my skies, caressing me with your beautiful rays  You bring strength to my soul and put life in my bones  Gently touching me till you hear my soft sweet moans  And with your touch you heal my wilted weary frame  Two souls and two lives, yet we are one and the same  And when I feel your warm rays of light on my soul  The broken pieces come together till I am whole  You’re everything I want, everything I know I need  Planted in my soul the most beautiful seed  A little seed of love, breathing breath into my heart  We were meant to be lovers from the very start  Every night I wait for you to rise again in the morning  ...

Home I can still feel your lips kissing me gently  The way your tongue encircles mine  The way you hold and love me so intently  We fit together like the perfect design  When I’m in your arms I feel so at peace   So safe and secure, I’m home at last  My soulmate, my love, my missing piece  My heart overcome by a love so vast  When I’m with you nothing else matters  I get lost in your beautifully sincere eyes  I fall even harder and all my fear shatters  My heart trusts you and I came to realize  It’s safe to give you my heart to hold  I love you more and more each day  The deepest corners of my soul unfold  And I don’t have the words to say  Just how much I love, crave and need you,  My heart yearns for you when we are apart  This is just a season I know we’ll get through  I miss you and forever hold you in my heart  ~The Awakened Dreamer

It Still Hurts Sometimes The pain will never go away  Yet I’ve learned to live with it  But somehow it will always stay  And I’m left with this empty pit Deep inside my heart  Where love for you was held  I want to hit restart  But all I can do is try to weld  The pieces of my soul together That you tore in all directions  Wasn’t made for this weather  Or these kinds of infections  It’s so damn freezing inside  Yet I’m burning with fever  Theres nothing I haven’t tried  I will always grieve for her  That little girl inside of me  You showed a world of pain  The scars you will never see  I’ve tried to show you in vain  You cannot be reasoned with  You have no heart, no empathy  “People change” is a myth  You’ll never understand sympathy  I don’t want your apologies  I don’t want your lies  You live by evil policies  Never heard my cries  I only pray I will be ...