It Still Hurts Sometimes

The pain will never go away 

Yet I’ve learned to live with it 

But somehow it will always stay 

And I’m left with this empty pit

Deep inside my heart 

Where love for you was held 

I want to hit restart 

But all I can do is try to weld 

The pieces of my soul together

That you tore in all directions 

Wasn’t made for this weather 

Or these kinds of infections 

It’s so damn freezing inside 

Yet I’m burning with fever 

Theres nothing I haven’t tried 

I will always grieve for her 

That little girl inside of me 

You showed a world of pain 

The scars you will never see 

I’ve tried to show you in vain 

You cannot be reasoned with 

You have no heart, no empathy 

“People change” is a myth 

You’ll never understand sympathy 

I don’t want your apologies 

I don’t want your lies 

You live by evil policies 

Never heard my cries 

I only pray I will be the last 

To fall victim to your crimes 

They say the past is the past 

But it still hurts sometimes 

~The Awakened Dreamer